Director’s Cut

It would be nice on my part if no one read this post. DO YOU HEAR ME?! oops.

It wasn’t my idea to post today, but…

…and another thing before you continue reading: if you have a sarcastic sense of humor(in worse cases none at all), please do not take everything I say seriously. Seriously. Besides, missing my unfortunately senseless sense of humor distributed evenly and generously on my blog is probably too common already.

Which makes me think: do people really read my posts or are they just here to look at the date today?

its very insulting that people do not go to my blog to see my posts, but probably, to look at my links or just do something totally irrelevant. Like said from a previous Friendster bulletin post: "people are already getting to fake in here."

I’m serious. This is a serious matter and I am not laughing about it.

In other news… for those who ARE actually interested in my blog…

Many people are probably wondering what the hell my plans are for this year… let me give you a few hints…

• Making money. $$$, or whatever currency you take. Sorry I don’t accept Euros.
• Valentine’s day. You know, Feb. 14. If you still did not get what I meant, screw you. If you know who "The Most Wonderful Girl On Earth(for me, that is)", please keep quiet about it or else I will erase you and your entire family’s existence and push you into the very depths of hell itself. For those who don’t know who she(SHE, not HE) is, good for you. Those lucky individuals who do not know her are automatically exempted from my to-kill list.
• This blog, my website. HTML; Hyper Text Markup Language; I think version 4.01 is the latest.
• Game design. Its a hobby. Try it!
• Anything else involved with "living the most out of my life while I am still young". I forgot who I quoted that from, but, oh well.
• Advancing into 2nd year, and trying to keep my very-hard-to-keep-which-involves-genocidal-tactics-to-do-so-and-this-single-sentence-is-totally-hard-to-maintain-concenctration-on-so-stop-reading-this-and-kill-yourself scholarship. No, I don’t know how to read that sentence orally either.

While the days of January pass me by(and ruin my totally good mood sometimes. I don’t know why but it does.), I forgot what I was going to say. Never mind. Maybe in a next post, or better yet, on my website! Yay!

Sorry for the inconveniences caused by reading my blog. I tend to lengthen my sentences to the point of keyboard-bashing. But, most often, I fill my sentences using the tedious and time consuming process of adding totally irreleveant words and crap, so don’t worry your ass off for that one.

Yes, I know that my blog is of kick-ass quality, but sorry for the excessive swearing and/or cursing, saying profanities, and any other oral sinful actions. I just carried away with this post and started this f***ing swearing. I’ll f***ing try not to f***ing swear ever again. I’m f***ing serious.

But seriously, I’m sorry for the swearing.

Sorry, nothing to put in bold, for the moment, wait… yep… nothing…

Well, I have not done anything which can amuse you/attract your curiosity. No, I don’t do that.

Now see what happens if you don’t follow me? I told you not to read this. It’s crap.

THE END

That was made based solely on the fact I’ve learned hex color codes(all 147 of them!) for HTML.

No I’m serious. I have no news for you. Yes this is another one of my fillers. Go visit my website to kill approximately 25 secs.(for modem users), 8 secs.(for broadband users), or 4 secs.(T1 users)

THE END. FOR REAL.

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And while learning new HTML terminology is cool, it doesn’t make a difference, apparently

Special Note: To those who cannot understand the terms in this blog(and therefore miss my very corny sense of humor), please get the nearest dictionary and try to read it. Or you can get a lawyer…

One of the weirdest things i have noticed in myself is that i can stay focused on things with low importance(like say, this blog), and can’t even concentrate for at least a few seconds on what is more important(example, breathing, sleeping, and studying).

It also never ceases to amaze me that I can’t quite get HTML, but I have already mastered casting and prototyping in C++

Prototyping - defining a ‘dummy’ function at the beginning of code to avoid compiler errors.

Casting - temporarily making a variable a different data type than what it is supposed to be. For instance, you can make an int a void

But I am not here to lecture you.

The end, for now…

Good news! I now have a free hosted website up and running!

I was trying to search for a free website hosting service and I finally found it! Hope I get visitors soon!

I only coded the site by hand. No copy-pasted HTML code in there. Sorry for its appearance.

I know I shouldn’t be too proud of it.

To at least make you guys happy, here’s the link:

Link to my site(PLEASE CLICK!)

I’d never thought I’d write about this. No I mean it. Honest.

It’s a very disturbing matter, but I’d rather talk about it than stare in blank space.

What if I found out now I was a deranged lunatic? Not so disturbing in your point of view, isn’t it?

There was no way devised to debug the human mind. Indeed, I cannot compare a simple piece of code with the mind. Trying to decrypt it would overload even the most powerful computer. But, that adds a risk. We cannot scan certain discrepancies in the human mind. Yes, we can, physically. Through scanning it inside, yes, it’s true you can. What about beyond that said physical part? What if the aberration wasn’t so obvious physically? Well, you may say that, “If he/she’s acting insane, doesn’t that make him/her one?”. This statement is very well, shall I say, misused. That is the closest term as to which I can elaborate what I am trying to point out.

So, use your apparently normal human mind and think about it, through a paranoid’s point of view, like mine. Besides, it really helps if you would look into more than one point of view.

A few clarifications…

• I AM NOT a deranged lunatic.
• No harm intended to those suffering headaches after reading that post.
• Some terms misused.
• I can be considered a paranoid.
• You can go back to your normal life now.

Well, it all boils down to, well, going down.

I decided to add images to this post, but apparently, my browser isn’t currently cooperating which makes it difficult for me to find that damn URL, to put into the <img> tag. Never mind.

It never ceases to amaze me, that I keep on posting on my blog(sometimes even twice a day), but I only put nonsense in it. Just filler. I couldn’t stress enough that I am enraged with my browser for I can’t find that damn URL. And I don’t know why I’m repeating myself. Deja vu? Nah.

But redefining my blog by adding HTML doesn’t seem to be enough. No, I don’t actually aim for making its appearance superior to the other blogs(notably one of the previous words I mentioned hit me hard…). I only want to make my loyal readers(which I hope I have none, at the moment, there are probably a grand total of 2 or 3, but that’s fine with me.), happy about what I post.
Well I have to admit though, my blog seriously sucks.

I don’t brag about my HTML abilities, in fact, I have nothing to brag about. Knowledge about at least 7~8 tags, a few entities and special tags doesn’t make me smart about HTML. By the way, the sentence is totally irrelevant to my original topic which then makes it lose its ‘unity and coherence’, which I don’t know the meaning of. Never mind.

I cannot read my post. It’s full of <p> tags and such, making it unreadable for me, the programmer. What you see on the outside isn’t acutally what you see on the inside in HTML. There’s a lot going on in here. You just don’t know it. Heh heh heh…

But wtf was the original purpose of this post? Absolutely nothing? Yes.

Let me repeat: My blog sucks.

It constantly bothers me why I put the first and last sentences of my posts in bold. Dammit, another unexplainable thing to ponder on. Time to set up the loop…

A little extra something to add to what I currently cannot explain, which is really something I can explain but it it just a very dumb statement if I said I did. Never mind.

Just a little warning who think the appearance of my blog is stupid or whatever the hell I have in it is corny…

SHUT UP YOU SON OF A … I RESPECT YOU, WHOEVER YOU ARE, AND WHATEVER YOU THINK ABOUT MY BLOG BUT YOU’VE GOT IT ALL WRONG. IT’S NOT ABOUT HOW MUCH DESIGN YOU’VE PUT IN YOUR BLOG, BUT WHAT IT CONTAINS.

Ok.. I never thought I could post that, but the sad fact of the matter is that I actuallt will.

I never really want to start a fight or anything. I apologize to anyone offended by the said statement, and whoever it will offend in the future.

Besides, no one really thinks my blog is stupid, is there anyone who does? Speak out now by posting a comment in this post. I’d like to hear what you guys have in mind, assuming anyone actually reads my blog.

I’m serious.

Sigh… another unexplainable post…

There’s just somethings which I cannot explain myself.

…

The human mind is quite complex, yet it cannot explain what can be considered quite big mysteries.

It never ceases to amaze me that people call me smart, yet I do not think I really am.

Let’s say my mind is a computer and it is given a piece of C++ code to execute…

What would happen during parsing(execution) time is as follows(according to my understanding of how parsing goes, the compiler used, and other stuff like that.)

• The program is loaded into memory(program opens).
• Any preprocessor directives are executed. Library files are included.
• A line of code is found to be a while statement. Execution of the while loop begins here.
• The condition is checked to see if it is true. If it is true then the while loop’s execution ends and program execution continues normally.
• The while loop is then executed and when it’s done, it re-checks the condition. Since in *this* while-loop the condition’s variable was not set another value, while-loop execution continues…
• The while loop is executed again, and when it’s done, it re-checks its condition. Are you seeing the pattern?
• The while-loop’s endless execution eats up precious computer resources such as processor time and RAM.
• Since while-loops are given quite high priorities to the computer, its endless execution leaves no time for other processes(programs) to run, therefore making it dangerous.
• It is dangerous because you can never end a program while it is executing a while loop. And since said while-loop is endless, you can NEVER end the program.

If you did not get what my metaphor meant, let me rephrase that list…

• I am given a statement/topic to explain.
• Any conditions that my explanation has to have is given to me. Example: should be no shorter than 3 sentences.
• I am done with my explanation, but I say to myself than it needs something, or, something’s not right.
• I recheck my explanation.
• I cannot find anything, but I still doubt it, so I recheck again.
• I still cannot find anything, so I’ll just keep on rechecking.
• I was told that explaining this topic would give me a special reward, so I set it to top priority, which means I’ll be too preoccupied with my explanation and no time for anything else.
• Its endless rechecking eventually causes me to become too distracted at thinking about it, among other things.

So now you see how unexplainable things can do severe damage without knowing it.

On my next post I’ll be talking about how dangerous strings are in programming.

For those who are interested: a simple while-loop source code. Try compiling and running it and see what happens…

//Sample Code//

#include <stdlib.h>

int main()

{

   int someVar = 0

   while (true)

   {

      someVar++;

      //Insert functions here//

   }

}

January 6, Saturday

Well, the first week of the year has gone by and it seems to much work needs to be done, again.

When will this torment end?!?!?!

Well, back to the original topic of the post…

Here’s a to-do list for the first few weeks…

• Projects… and more… and more… and more up to the point of infinity, which is possible.
• 3rd quarterly exams coming soon… #nervous
• Have nervous/paranoid attacks for more than 8,668 times in a day.
• Defrag/Scandisk the hard drive.
• Update anti-virus software.
• ‘Activate Windows’
• Fall in love… oh wait… that’s for a *different* type of list…(heh)
• Get sick.
• Be totally distracted by something which the mind cannot explain. Ghosts, anyone? Nah.
• Post 363 more posts in my blog.
• Make my own webpage and find a host.
• Continue the game maker project.
• Breathe. Eat. Sleep. Anything vital.
• Constantly type nonsense, oh, already doing that now, sorry.

What a short list. Ok then, back to work. Next item on the list…

Oh, time to restart the computer ‘for the changes to take effect’.